Visa to America 1945



She sailed out of Antwerp on Tuesday, December 4, 1945.  Everything she owned she carried in pigskin leather bag: two dresses from her time in Nuremberg, a sweater, some underwear, one pair of shoes, and the little French-English dictionary she kept from her escape out of Krakow.

Bisia Reavis stood alone along the rail of the Belgian Unity, a Liberty Class freighter bound for New York City.  Just one month past her 24th birthday, she looked back at the only world she had ever known as it slipped from view.  Ahead awaited the American husband she had met and married just ten months ago in her native Poland.  Behind lay an old way of life still smoldering in ruins.

No longer the headstrong schoolgirl who thought the war would be a big adventure,  Bisia’s six years of fighting under occupation had shattered the world she had inherited, so, too, many of its people.  Some, like Bisia, now found themselves scattering like wind-blown seeds to far away lands with only their memories and dreams to replant.

     I didn’t know what to think. All I knew was that there was a world out there for me to see, and there would be no second chances, no second thoughts.

      Christened just 13 months earlier at the South Portland Shipyard in Maine, Belgian Unity was one of the hundreds of ships ferrying men and materiel Stateside following the war’s end.  Though it and its two companion ships had to navigate through a series of mines still menacing the North Atlantic, their passage had gone easily enough until they reached the Azores some 1800 kilometers west of Portugal.  That’s when the savage storm hit, and once again did peril become Bisia’s close traveling companion.

     Oh, with the horn sounding constantly, pleading like the bleat of a lost lamb for days on end.  It was incredible.  My stomach flew into my throat as we plunged down another sheer wall of water.

In the initial onslaught, one of Belgian Unity’s sister ships had gone down, the other barely turned back in time.  Now alone and vulnerable the freighter pitched submissively atop the sea’s undulant power.

“Madame,” shouted the captain above the shrieking wind and battering waves.

Bisia staggered the few steps to his side in the pilot house as the ship rolled heavily astarboard.

“This is the inclinometer,” he shouted, nodding down at the round brass instrument with a dimly lit white dial.  “It shows the angle of the ship to the horizon.”

Bisia looked as the black needle swung precipitously along an arch of numbers demarking zero degrees at twelve o’clock high and ranging, in tens, out to 70 degrees at the three and nine o’clock positions.

“As you can see,” the captain continued, “we are pitching over about 55 degrees.  Just another degree or so and we’ll be sunk.”

He said this with a what-can-you-do throw of his shoulders, adding, “we’ve also lost all communication to the outside. So lets you and I have another drink.”

Bisia smiled wanly at the captain’s sardonic humor, but she also began to wonder if this is how the fates had planned it, for her to come so far, through so much, only to have it end beneath the howling black curtain of the Atlantic. It would be an irony, she thought.  So much had been tossed in these last six years.  So many times her personal inclinometer had tilted to its final degree.  But there was no turning back, even if that were possible.

She had learned what seemed a lifetime before that all she had to count on was her instinct, no matter what the world presented, be it a Gestapo officer with a pistol in hand, or an angry ocean intent on swallowing her whole.  But oh, how different, how trusting had life been before, a time that now seemed so very, very long ago.


9 thoughts on “COMING TO AMERICA

  1. Hi Toni. I’m so glad to find this entry of your blog! My 4th grader’s class are learning about family heritage, immigrants, and Ellis Island. One of the assignments includes an interview with a person or family members of a person who immigrated to America. My son’s teacher approved our request to write about “Bisia”. We were fortunate to meet Bisia, because our family lives in St. Louis on Flora Pl. My son was just a baby so he doesn’t remember but I do. She had such a warm, vibrant personality, and a fascinating life story.
    My MIL Michele, and SIL Cynthia introduced us to Bisia. I only knew her as Bisia, not enough to do an internet search. Cynthia lived near Bisia and helped her on several occasions and so we immediately called her. She sent us an interview from YouTube and a brief article from Saint Louis Post Dispatch. We were working from those resources until I had the thought to try a new search using more variations of her name. Well, it is then we found your writing. So glad to now have more pieces to the puzzle, like her birth city and when your father and mother met/married.
    My son’s assignment requires him to speak in first person and act in front of the class. Well, Bisia is a woman and so he wasn’t keen on that until I told him he could wear daddy’s Lieutenant uniform shirt and hat and speak in first person as Bisia’s husband Isham. He was then okay with the idea. Plus, as coincidence would happen, his class is also reading a book called, “Letters from Rifka” by Karen Hesse. The main character travels to Antwerp, before sailing to America. So to find out here on your blog that Bisia sailed out of Antwerp is exciting news because it connects to what the class is reading/learning. Anything to make learning more fun and connected for my son is vital because he is experiencing much difficulty at present due to a learning disability. We are working together diligently to keep our son engaged in learning. It helps to be a little inspired ourselves. We have lots of good information, and the challenge now is limiting it to one page, for a 3minute speech, in first person, for a 4th grade audience, and narrated by our son with a learning disability. Oh the adventure of having children, never a dull moment!
    Kind Regards, Paulette Duffe

  2. Great start Tony. As you know, writing is very much like running. Each and every day, the first step (or word) is the hardest. (actually I find writing well harder than running well)

    Keep on keepin’ on!

  3. Jacqueline,

    Yes, all true. It’s my mother and father’s story. And there is a lot more to it. Perhaps I’ll put some more of it up on the blog as I work on getting it published (or doing it myself).

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